IS IT FAIR?

PFFFFFFT I'M PISSED ABOUT TODAY. i don't feel like talking about it but i just need to vent; you don't have to read this.

I STAYED UP THE WHOLE FRICKIN NIGHT TO FINISH ALL THE CRAP MY GROUP MEMBERS LEFT UNDONE, WORKED ON THE PRESENTATION THE WHOLE FRICKIN WEEKEND, LISTENED TO _______ CRITICIZING US OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND WHAT DO WE GET?!

NOTHING.

NOT ONE FRICKIN THING BUT ONE PERCENT ON OUR GRADES. HELLO?! WHAT DOES ONE PERCENT EVEN COUNT FOR?!

WHAT. THE. HELL.

AND THE FRICKIN SPEAKERS DIDN'T WORK! WTHHHHHH AND SHE CLAIMED THAT WAS OUR STRONGEST POINT. AND EVEN AFTER IT'S ALL DONE SHE KEEPS CRITICIZING US |:

we didn't even exceed the time limit! not as far as i know, and even if we did, it couldn'tve been by that much. PFFFFT. i'm gonna cry already lah. okay no, i'm over it already, i haven't really thought about it today but whatever lah, it's the EFFORT we put in okay.

went for mrs phuah's farewell thingy after that. HAHA RANITA HAHA :D choir item was really cool :D AND RACHEL LEE MUNYEE IN PINK FROM HEAD TO TOE HAHAHA SO FUNNY :D

okay i'm gonna go drown my sorrows in icecream now.

oh wait, i forgot, no more icecream since i forgot to close the freezer door two nights ago. WTH.

parents don't try to restrict me; i'm PISSED

just got back from sim lim (: haha it's my new favourite place; i like the food court :D FINALLY got my thumbdrive and went to queensway yesterday and FINALLY got more fbts and my shoes. HAHA it was quite weird at the shop cos they were playing some funny chinese music and every so often this really beng salesman would howl out a phrase of the song reallyREALLY loud, like right next to my ear /: hmmm lao shi was in a fairly good mood today, only got scolded ONCE (: hahaha slacked off abit and went to the toilet to waste time with elan haha and this whole group of nursery/kindergarten kids came in and one um, JUMPED at me haha. yes then somehow elan got stuck pressing the taps for them and these kids take FOREVER to wash their hands i tell you haha they just stick their hands under the running water and stare off in space. HAHA elan looked so harrassed, but now i know why she's a prefect haha SO HELPFUL (: haha. okay i need to go time the maths presentation now byebye (:

OMG MATHS CARNIVAL FINALS TOMORROW

POOOOOOFT

my hit counter is screwed ): oh well chia's is as well so i suppose everyone's is. we're gonna be living on freezer food today, cos the freezer went crazy last night and stopped working so we have to finish everything today. and my mom claims it's MY fault cos i was the last one to open the freezer last night. not directly, but she keeps asking me if i was the last one to open the freezer when she KNOWS it was me. WTH. but i fully closed the door okay, i'm not stupid. okay anyway replying tags (:

sarah: okay sorrysorry i'll load them on the class blog or something when i remember okay?

xinyuan: yeah, I KNOW! almost as lame as YOU! :D

raina: HEY RAINA :D i can't tag your blog, i don't know why ):

janooi: HURHURHUR it's okay i fixed the ear back! i hope chia likes it and she doesn't kill us hahaha

UNREASONABLE.

TODAY WAS NOT SUCCESSFUL. especially the whole maths carnival thing, i think my dreams of being ms archimedes are gonna be shattered ):

OKAY THAT WAS A JOKE. i just need that two percent or whatever it is on my grade. ARGH. was freaking pissed last night cos _____ apparently REFUSED to take home the thumbdrive even though she wanted to edit the presentation. IS THAT STUPID OR NOT?! and SHE messaged me, nagging that we all wanted to win so badly, implying that if we didn't it'd be MY fault cos we couldn't have it at my place and mine was the only place we could have it where everyone else could come. WTH. and i pointed out that i'd much rather lose than have my grandmother die of stress while they were all here, THEN she shut up. (okay i'm sorry if you're reading it now, i'm just pissed)

hahaha i've been messaging dajie the whole day since tuition cos i was so bored (: HAHAHA. and chia's boat broke down in dunno where. HAHAHA. it's funny cos at the beginning i never dreamed i'd talk to dajie so much, hahaha.
ILOVEYOUDAJIE!
hahaha oh man what if ______ said that hahaha that's gonna be funny :D HAHAHA. OH MAN THAT GIRL'S FREAKY. HAHAHA.

PANIC

okay major panic today before i left for synchro, I COULDN'T FIND MY MP3 /: then i spent the next two and a half hours or so worrying about it, and i made audrey stretch me extra hard cos i was feeling so pissed. HAHA speaking of audrey, I LOVE HER, she can ALWAYS make me smile even when i'm feeling super sian. i was like walking in circles muttering i need to smash something i need to smash something i REALLY need to smash something, and audrey who was happily munching cornflakes said YOU CAN SMASH A CORNFLAKE (: so i took one from her and stomped on it til i felt SLIGHTLY better (: hmm then after that went to talk to rachel while she was showering. HAHA i know that sounds wrong but i had alot to gossip about and sera was extra late so i just jabbered HAHA. yeah then i was feeling so pissed that i actually chionged the WHOLE warm up, totally crazy and stupid but it was okay cos i didn't swim anymore after that (: haha MY ROUTINE IS TAKING SHAPE :D and after that we jumped off the plunging blocks screaming stupid things like the alphabet and i got u haha and it sounded pretty cool, like screaming out YOUUUUUU while in the air? HAHA OKAY NEVERMIND I'M CRAZY. anyway it's a good release lah, then after that the seniors started doing it too and then me elisabeth and audrey started screaming lyrics to a song while jumping HAHAHA. haha synchro's FUN :D ahahs well back to the dumb mp3 MY SISTER HID IT IN THE CUPBOARD/FOUND IT. MMMMMPH. cause me worry for nothing. PFFFFFFT.

A NEW DAY HAS COME

CHOIR FINISHED EARLY :D sad though, secfours' last day. practiced exultate, which was so freaking boring that i nearly fell asleep. i had to keep snapping myself with a rubberband to stay awake |: hmm anyway learnt a new song, then sang fields of gold. THAT was seriously sad, felt like crying when we did the intro, cos during that time, you don't really focus on what you're singing, you just...reflect? yeah well training later, i feel quite loser cos before nats everyone was training and i wasn't, and now when everyone's not training, i am |: PFFFFT. replying tags :D

esthee: YOU ARE SO LAME AND SO BORED HAHAHA. okay we have to make the class co operate with us okay?! and we MIGHT cos i asked mrs chia. which means we have a double chance :D hurhurhur

mayn: I'M SAD ):

chia: YOU ASS I'M GNA DELETE THAT AND I WOULD'VE ALREADY IF FLOOBLE WASN'T DOWN |: I LOVE YOU TOO YOU LOUCY ______ GIRL HAHAHA

new song from choir (:

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear


Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you


Hush, love


I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come


Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy


Hush, love


I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come


A new day has...come

a new day has come

SPLITTING

PFFFFFT. just had a LOUCY conversation with the LOUCYS, spent ten minutes saying goodbye then none of us logged off at all |: HAHAHA. i have a freaking bad headache now and my throat is clogged up thanks to some ass who gave me the cold ): PFFFFFT.

REPLYING TAGS : D

esthee: HAHA yes then we'll be queens so we can knight you and make you all special too! (: haha remember to cheer okay!

just come clean.

WTH

TRAINING TODAY WAS SLACK :D haha audrey and i were laughing at all the rest cos they were doing laps and we were slacking and doing figures and routines :D AND ELISABETH FINALLY BROUGHT THE COSTUMES FOR ME |: HAHA. and that ______ isn't going to china with us like wth. now sera has to find someone else and melissa can't go cos school's starting then so she doesn't want to, emma's going on holiday, elisabeth's got psle, winnie's overaged, and ermmm, that's it. and her mom was like looking so pissed that sera asked her about it, like super harrassed or something? the only reason i went was cos i thought she was going and we'd definitely have a full team and if i didn't go, they wouldn't be able to. and now we have no team ): WTF. erm but sera might put in some girl that joined today? cos apparently she's got POTENTIAL. haha okay honestly i found her a bit annoying but nevermind. WE'RE LEAVING FOR CHINA IN LESS THAN THREE WEEKS, I SERIOUSLY HOPE SHE CAN CATCH UP BY THEN. (urh, NO?! THREE FREAKING WEEKS OKAY) oh and i can't do high vertical anymore ): PFFFFFT.

REPLYING TAGS :D

mayn: liked? you should LOVE us cos we rock so hard (:

jien: you didn't press the button properly lah! haha ms renu? i don't like her, she's too naggy |:

xinyuan: haha no jiahui tagged! AND EVERYONE KNOWS YOU'RE TOTALLY CRAZY LAH, i don't need to do that! :D HAHA EGO.

esthee: haha our team decided if we win we're gonna KNIGHT you all (: HAHAHA

jiahui: hahaha SORRYYYY i'll try to finish it soon and hand it up myself okay?

kim: HAHA DAPHNE'S SO LOSER I FOUND OUT LIKE A WEEK BEFORE SHE TOLD ME HAHAHA. anyway i think mrs b is totally crazy haha she just happens to catch me at the wrong times when i'm being good (: HAHA

BABY THRILLS.

CHOIR TODAY SUCKED |: BUTTTTTT I LEARNT A NEW WORD :D (or phrase, whatever you wanna call it).

BABY THRILLS :D

basically, raspberries (:

SOMETHING JIEN NEE CAN'T DO HAHAHA! so ms tay told us to press the sides of our mouths if we couldn't do it and jien nee STILL couldn't do it and she was just blowing out air and i started laughing at her and then i couldn't do baby thrills no more ):

IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT JIEN.

and before that we were trying to figure out what we were. BECAUSE people like aisha, hen and min wei are transectional, so jien and i were try to figure out if we were homosectional or heterosectional and in the end we gave up and just stuck to PURE A1S :D HAHAHA. pure A1s rock (:

today was superbly depressing, THREE DOUBLE PERIODS, chinese, art, lit/english. GRR. aha and OMG CHINESE! haha so weird but um, nevermind (:

AND CHOIR FINISHED SO FREAKING LATE ):

SCREWED

okay today was veryvery screwed up. first history then maths and then the debate. WHICH WE LOST COS I FORGOT TO REBUT |:

and dumdum daphne knows something about ME which i apparently don't and she now refuses to tell me until tomorrow or friday or something. PFFFFFT. PATIENCE IS NOT A VIRTUE I POSSESS. grrr.

okay i'm free for the rest of the week since it's english on monday and all i have to do is the maths carnival presentation :D and relink the entire thing |: yeah well the debate sucked but pe did good and sarah gave me a ride home <3 haha yay.

AND TEO GAVE US LESS TIME COS HE BROUGHT DOWN THE WRONG TEST PAPER >:\ GRR. i'm in a bad mood today.

FAT DAY.

I FEEL FAT TODAY.

no i don't, i've just always wondered what it feels like to say it (:

AND i've finished a one litre tub of icecream all by myself in two days :D

chinese today sucked, laoshi was in a prize bitch mood, i think she's been pmsing her whole life. or maybe it's menopause, either way. PFFFFT. but at least she took it out on someone else, rather than me and elan. some poor guy that came for a replacement class, haha. mmmmph. HISTORY IS SCREWED UP, I LEFT MY TEXT IN SCHOOL. THANK GOODNESS FOR CHELSEA AND NICOLE CHUA <3

yeah lah chia i know you're jealous :D

REPLYING TAGS :D

esthee: WHEEEEE :D i bet we'll all be in the top three at least (: you know what? i STILL haven't watch e yous.

mayn: HAHA bad idea. SO GROSS i nearly stepped on it okay. and i kind stood with my foot hovering above it for like five seconds. i must've looked crazy haha.

kim: HAHA it's quite unnoticeable from the other side i guess. HAHA ewewew. LIKE SQUASHED FLAT TO THE ROAD!

okay i reallyREALLY need to study for history now. PFFFFFFT.

today was tiring, sera put me in to do four sets of the routine CONSECUTIVELY while everyone else did max two or three? besides audrey. and the underwater sets killed me BUT i managed to hold for 25m after sprinting :D haha okay i think we're pretty screwed up currently cos geraldine may not be able to go and if that happens we all can't go. that is, me, audrey and irine. and if she really can't make it then sera will put sofia in, which... NEVERMIND. and sera's not going with us ): mmmph. it won't be fair to us, will it, if geraldine suddenly says she can't make it? we've all been practicing REAL hard (well, i know audrey and i have) so to throw all of it away? SUCH A WASTE. and my ipod wasn't working today, meaning NO MUSIC. sad, cos the others were somewhere else so we could've used the speakers the whole night. i thought i'd charged the stupid thing for like nearly a week but the battery was totally DEAD. um and some little new girl who's INCREDIBLY active and vocal. haha. she climbed onto the plunging block and jumped off screaming WHEEEEEEEE! and climbs on everything in sight. HAHAHA SERIOUSLY!

OKAY AND I LOVE SARAH CHIA COS SHE'S THE MOST CRAZILY HONEST PERSON I KNOW, AND SHE'S FUN TO GOSSIP WITH :D hurhur

FINALS!

MATHS CARNIVAL FINALS BABY! so nerve-wracking today, we were the last team announced and poor jeph's team got announced wrongly. haha. ms ng called them the cuddly cloud group? HAHA. SO disgusting. AND BOTH TEAMS FROM SE MADE IT :D yeah we all rock. HAHA. not sure when the finals are though, pics up later.

MMMM I STEPPED OVER A SQUASHED PIDGEON WHILE WALKING HOME |: i didn't really realise what it was until i saw a FOOT and i notice the pile of feathers. PFFFFFFFT. okay i'm too bugged right now to blog properly, something someone said which is way true. swimming pics and others up on shutterfly already :D

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MATHS CARNIVAL!

OKAY BUSKING TODAY WAS EMBARRASSING. i know we all practiced really hard (?) but it was still embarrassing, like we all weren't really singing or anything. MATHS CARNIVAL WAS GOOD THOUGH :D i think we got a fair number of votes, even though it seemed like pretty little. we're all still fantasizing about finals (: OH AND OUR CLASSMATES ARE SUCH LIARS. okay liars is a strong word but i can't think of any other way to describe it. yeah we appreciate you saying that you'd vote for us, but when you don't and you still tell us you did? IT'S JUST RIDICULOUS. pfffffffft. results out tomorrow, pics from chinese emphasis week up tomorrow too (: oh and maths carnival semis (:

THREE WEEKS AND FIVE DAYS

THREE WEEKS AND FIVE DAYS TO CHINA. i train twice a week, and with a new routine to learn, it's IMPOSSIBLE. COMPLETELY. i have no time anymore ): maths carnival's drained all my time, and if we do by some miracle make the finals, it just means more work, less time. PFFFFT. with synchro, longer hours, more frequent practices, even if it means on my own in the stupid shallow pool with multiple bumps on my head |: then if geraldine can't make it it's totally wasted, but audrey and irine will still be with me (: hmmmm okay i'm gonna be excused from the fourteenth to the twenty-second i think.

MMPH today was pissing and kinda fun. was late for synchro since we were setting up our booth-thing and i was so rushed i completely forgot to stretch and i cramped up in the pool |: learnt a minute part of my solo (three eighths? haha) then went over the team one again and again. it was kinda fun though, a bit like the old squad before snssc, no irine, no geraldine etc. not that i don't like them of course, it's just...different.

have to go and pack all that junk for tomorrow now. PFFFFFFFFT.

SPARKS :D

OKAY SWIMMING DINNER LAST NIGHT ROCKED :D

FUN (: hahaha stupid daphne and chia got too scared to go camwhore with me and carrie. HAHA. scared of the world war two ghosts? HAHA. and yvonne was having a fat day. A FAT DAY?! OKAY FINE THEN I'M HAVING A SKINNY DAY AND I'M NOT HAPPY ):
pfffffft. okay i have skinny days everyday (that's NOT a good thing okay.) hmm then coach taught us how to play chubby bunny? HAHA. i have a video! haha i'll put it up later (: THEN we took a video of me sarah and swee swee playing (: HAHAHA. okay embarrassing. THEN another video of beatrice and yvonne singing breaking free |: HAHAHA okay that was seriously funny :D hmm then that stupid sarah chia left like twenty minutes early and i was left with coach and jan. haha. yes so after that we just thought of new names for jessica cos he thinks it sounds too aunty. pfffffft. okay so we came up with JESSECA then daphen called and suggested SERAPHINA. haha. mmm yeah i think we've settled on JESSECA HAHA.

okay today was stupid. haha CHLOE WONG'S phone alarm went off during class right after mrs chan made that speech about confiscating handphones? HAHA. and chloe was insisting that it wasn't hers, looking super terrified HAHA. and CHINESE EMPHASIS WEEK. yuck. HAHA okay chinese talentime was incredibly embarrassing and i feel abit guilty cos i refused to help choreograph the dance. pffffffft. um yeah so anyway we didn't get into finals, unsurprisingly but it was fun anyway lah. HAHA. finished at like five after the stupid clay thing, then rushed to united square with jul to get the stupid glue and paint. THEN went home and did the paper mache thing on the stupid box WHICH STILL ISN'T DRY YET. OH and art attack is a load of bull. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A GREAT ARTIST TO ART ATTACK?! we were just slapping bits of toilet paper on to a FLAT SURFACE and it was a complete DISASTER. so we held hair dryers in front of it and then suddenly juliette screamed.

THE BOX CAUGHT FIRE |:

um well kinda, there were sparks, according to juliette. HAHA. and when nic called we exaggerated and said our box exploded into flames (: OKAY THE STUPID BOX STILL ISN'T DRY. I NEED TO BRING IT TO SCHOOL TOMORROW, THE EMBARRASSMENT! haha.

HALLELUJAH!

okay today was funny (: beatrice and yvonne made some funny thing to give to coach which is, um, SUPPOSED to be him and the geog test sucked. haha totally random but whatever. AND during science chaisy and i were feeling a bit crazy so i suggested wetting the box of matches then returning it to mrs kee (: haha but chaisy was too chicken so we just ran a few matches under the water then tried to light them while mrs kee was teaching. HAHA and loser chaisy picked up a broken match, ran it under the water and tried lighting it and she'd just given up when the thing caught fire. HAHA. okay happened to me once, when i threw the match down on the bench and it suddenly caught fire. haha okay well anyway the whole box got wet in the end cos i dropped it in the sink |: PURELY ACCIDENTAL, HONESTLY.

aha then before that some panic cos someone was walking around school. PFFFFFFFT. omg yes she walked past our class and i happened to look out and i was thinking omg WHAT'S SHE WEARING?! some blue and pink monstrosity, and then SHE LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE vivienne pang. okay that was mean. mmmph. ms pang looks better lah haha. then we all ran around trying to figure out which class she was in and we were all screaming haha i think the sec fours think we're crazy (: BUT she's in co so YAY :D

AHA SWIMMING DINNER LATER!

my to-do list for today (:
-finish science
-leave the house on time
-DO NOT get lost trying to find yvonne at the mrt station (:

BOOOOOOO RACHEL'S NOT GOING ):

pffffffffffffffffffffffffft you.

YEAH BABEHH :D

MATHS CARNIVAL SEMIS, HERE WE COME :D

shit interclass debate's on that day too. my schedule is so screwed up.

BLEAH.

haha had a very unproductive meeting for the geog project at bala's house today. only me and chaisy showed up? AND we had absolutely no material to work with, except for a tiny bottle of glue that chaisy brought |: so instead we prepped for the debate on thursday and i managed to write down quite a lot of notes. haha i rock. um, but i left them at bala's house |: and that superman song was playing in the background so when i was gonna write down prevent from committing similar offences i wrote prevent from committing silly red sheet |: SMART. pfft. walked over to chelsea's house after that cos i was so bored then i went home cos it was boring there too. HAHA. okay done for part of today, TUITION. PFFFFFFT.

OH DEAR

okay, i have no idea how i get myself into things like these, but i somehow do. okay so swimming's NOT officially over this year, argh okay seraphina made me feel bad and i signed up for the stupid china competition cos if i don't compete then audrey, irine and geraldine can't compete. BUT if geraldine can't make it cos of her exams or whatever we're SCREWED. okay and i think that sera was in a pissy mood today (JUST LIKE ME :D) cos she made us swim ALOT and repeat this teeny bit of the routine over and over again and i'm freaking tired now.

mmm so few lessons today so that was good (: mrs b made us all go up during assembly and i was laughing like crazy cos it was so embarrassing then janjan said some funny speech thanking the teachers and school for their support (support? what support?) aha and she forgot to thank tjc! for cheering them at the relays aha. we were talking in this big group right before that, like smack in the middle of bea's class i think. haha. and laughing REALLY loud. then mrs b came and like glared at us for awhile, then she walked away. haha. it looked like a glare to me anyway. haha. then after choir sarah chan and i walked past ms tan and we said bye, and ms tan was like BYE SARAH! WELL DONE! like i was invisible or whatever and i was like WHAT ABOUT ME?! pfft. and she was like, SARAH HAS MORE ACHIEVEMENTS THAN YOU, CHOIR, SWIMMING AND EMCEEING! |: i'm in like TWO of those things please. then like as an afterthought or something she said BYE MELISSA (: mmmph okay.

yes i'm pissed today. like hello, my brother can use the computer so freaking much when he has his psle this year and i can't even for awhile cos of some stupid test? WTH. pfft. and does your definition of freedom of expression include not being able to say something? not really.

HELL I'M PISSED.

SO HOTHOTHOT!

SWIMMING'S OFFICIALLY OVER FOR THIS YEAR :D sad though, can't pon school anymore. okay yesterday was FUN (: went to the lobby at twelve to find yvonne and bea and all only to find THEY'D LEFT WITHOUT ME |: so went with yenhua and chloe aha. mmm after that raina nicely went with me to the hdb hub to get lunch just before the start of the events then we rushed back like crazy people at like 1.50 (: aha okay before we left school ms tan was talking about honesty or something during ce THEN she suddenly switched to this gay parade she'd seen in america? HAHAHA. yes okay the rest of the day was boring but i left right before geog which was good cos i didn't do my homework anyway. mmm okay didn't really do much there but scream and gossip and take stupid pictures. AHEM :D haha AND THAT STUPID BEATRICE! HAHA omg i was like calling raina and this guy turned round to look at me and i asked her if her brother was in the relay and the guy that looked at me was her brother |: wow melissa, NICE. ahaha. and raina's like, "my brother's skinny, but he's got pecs you know, SERIOUSLY!" hahaha sounded so wrong coming from her.

uhm today haha ms tan came in for history and she's funny :D AND mrs kee is so damn nice she actually printed stuff for the debate when all we asked her for was an interview. SHE ACTUALLY TYPED A WHOLE PAGE OF THINGS OUT! ah omg she's like one of the nicest teachers i've ever had lah (: well anyway SE WON and bala won best speaker (: and bala's not allowed to take part in next week's semis |: pissing. so i have to take her place? YES we're so screwed.

aha okay me and chia were looking at pictures of _______ on shutterfly. OMGSSSSS :D HOTHOTHOT! ahaha and i know chia's so damn happy about the picture hahaha. hmmm yes okay HOTHOTHOT :D and chia agrees with me :D oh i've decided to upload pics in shutterfly, i think it's just more convenient haha. HOTHOTHOT! haha okay i'm obsessed :D

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BAD TIMING

OKAY TODAY WAS EMBARRASSING. I'M NEVER EVER WEARING THE SWIMMING SHIRT TO CHOIR AGAIN. omgsss.

um start from the beginning haha. met vonvon at macdonalds for...breakfast? haha okay can't really call it that, then walked over to the hdb hub even though everything was closed |: went back to the pool and waited for so freaking long for jan's event to start and omg the whole sec one level from rgs was there like wth? haha and everytime someone from raffles was swimming they started shouting a cheer in scarily low voices. HAHA. and while i AM aware that it wasn't all girls cheering, i'm fairly sure the girls outnumbered the guys. ahahah. okay chia did super well, she came in SIXTH :D and jan got fifth? ahaha i can't remember. yeah then we all went to eat lunch and then all of us excluding rachel and chia went to the hdb hub AGAIN to look at the shops :D haha then the rest of them left to go warm up and vonvon and i stayed AGAIN (: yay haha. i think we saw NEARLY every shop there (: haha. oh and we camwhored alot haha. TWO pics from today. haha i'll put the rest up later (:


okay yvonne's looking like dunno where.

haha yes i stuck my head inside the ice cream freezer thing (: ahaha my HAIR! oh dear haha.

then took a cab back to school with julia for choir and i made it on time (: YAY. yeah well choir was freaking boring anyway (sorry) and it ended late ): WHEN I COULD'VE BEEN AT TOAPAYOH CHEERING THE RELAY PEOPLE |: gah. YES OMG AND THAT FREAKING TEACHER LIKE DRAGGED ME UP TO HELP ME DEMONSTRATE? cos i'm in the swim team? like wth. apparently cos swimmers can hold their breaths for a long time, thus concluding that i can |: URGH. SOSO EMBARRASSING.

haha okay that's it i'll put ALL the pics up tomorrow after we're done camwhoring (:

TIRED

YAWN. i'm bored. nicole and chloe came over just now, and that shit chloe asked me if she could yell out my window (there's a great echo-ey effect(: hurhur). so she yelled out the window, like super loudly. i think you could probably've heard it from chancery court or acs or something. what she yelled? HELLOOOOO! I'M MELISSA! I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOUUUU! like wth. that girl's CRAZY. haha i didn't know she was gonna yell that. STUPID. haha and when i told her i'd blog about it she was like WHAT?! NONONO DON'T BLOG! hahaha but TOO BAD CHLOE. and nicole kept trying to climb onto my bed and then worrying about how she'd get down |: okay it was stupid but funny and we got SOME work done (:

AND this morning my grandmother announced to me that whoever was supporting france was stupid cos the france players are OLD GOATS. hurhurhur. AND my dad saw the pics of the ugly people and promptly forbid me from posting them on my blog |: ahah my parents know me too well. okay i'm tired, i've been drawing little teeny lines for the past hour and nic wants me to do the stupid animation. BAH.

BOOO

OH BOO TODAY SUCKED. laoshi was in a pissy mood, i think she's pmsing. actually, she's generally always in a pissy mood, she was just really bad today, scolding me, elan and kim for talking a littlelittle bit. like who the hell doesn't talk during tuition lah? it'll be damn boring if you don't. OH haha ELAN LOOKS DAMN CUTE WEARING A SKIRT hahaha cos she looks so tomboy you just can't imagine her wearing one. lmao. AND SHE'S A PREFECT LIKE WTH. AND KIM LETS ME AND ELAN COPY HER WORK :D

hmmmm going to ahma's house later (: my aunt still hasn't given birth yet and she's been having contractions since like two weeks ago? haha maybe there'll be some drama there tonight (: but papa's not going, he's going for some garden party thing at the istana, for saf day or something. i think like only four people are going from the medical section? so yeah (:

IT'S FRICKIN BORING AND I HAVEN'T STUDIED ):

BAH HUMBUG.

dramafest last night rocked (: met chelsea at balmoral, that crazy girl actually WALKED there when she could've taken a bus. ohmg and we were wearing the exact same shade of green, we looked so bimbo. hmm we managed to get there on time :D haha okay vonvon was fabulous, her character was so her. haha and zara's solo, haha danny steele had a MAJOR sex change operation. haha and bevvy was so...urm, SAD. haha. hmm after that did some stupid stuff which included running all over the school (don't ask). OH, and kim rocked too (: i couldn't tell it was her! haha.

yeah went to hua today. nearly fell asleep, still tired from yesterday, i was yawning towards the end of dramafest, amazingly. haha yes and some idiot thought bubble in chinese was OPIUM hahaha. mmmph. then my grandmother met me coming out of huam and in her usual loud angry voice accused me of taking my brother's chinese things, and so he didn't wanna go for tuition cos he couldn't find it. LIKE WTH?! just cos all my stuff was at home doesn't mean i took his, i just CHOSE not to bring my stuff. wth.

BAH HUMBUG.

FRIENDS?

you know how in primary school, or even now, people used to sign off messages with friends forever or something along the lines of that? at that time, it just felt that way, like we were gonna be friends forever, or maybe then we were just gullible enough to believe that it was just that that'd happen.

but you changed, so did i. i've realized how you've evolved into someone i don't know anymore, i can't read, who's completely different from who i've known all these years, or thought i did. after thinking about that, it just made me re-examine all my friends, past and present. how they've treated me, whether i've actually ever been able to trust them or not. and i realize something. maybe they've always been this way, and i just didn't realize it cos i was so close to her and i never saw her as a whole.

does it matter that i was there when you were upset all those years ago, so repeatedly? not really. does it matter that i didn't judge you for what you said or did, no matter how much it hurt me? not really. does it matter that i was there to give you advice honestly when you wanted it? not really. does it matter that you were the person i trusted most? not really. DID ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED THESE PAST FEW YEARS MATTER EVEN THE SLIGHTEST BIT? NO, NOT REALLY.

______. i know how she is, i've seen her through soso many perspectives before and i've realized something. she's a good friend and all, trustworthy? i've never been able to figure that out. supportive? i'm not sure how. i'm pretty sure she knows what i think of her, everything here. but i do know that she'll help me out through whatever rough patch i have, she's always there for me to complain to (:

my classmates? I LOVE THEM SOSO MUCH! people from other classes may think our class is boring, but that doesn't matter, cos we know what goes on inside, everyone's always so supportive of the others and we're all fairly tight, even though we're all so different. that's just what i love about them (:

and you know what? as for people who say things about me behind my back and treat me so well otherwise? SCREW THEM.

i should've put this in my lit journal.
nah, too personal for vivienne pang.

YAY (:

WHOOOOOOO I'M HAPPY; I IMPROVED BY FOUR SECONDS :D

all the relays are in the finals AND so are chia, daphne, jan, carrie and um, i don't know who. skipping school on tuesday to watch (: haha don't know but vonvon said mrs b said it was okay (: hmmm nicolette and min were in my heat, thank goodness. i talked to nicolette quite a lot before the heat (: HAHA, the poor girl in between us. after that jocelyn, me and nicolette went to toapayoh central to have lunch but STUPID JOCELYN refused to eat and so did nicolette. like wth, there were so many places to eat and they both REFUSED ): we thought of watching a movie but there was no time so we walked around toapayoh looking at all the shops (: then we walked back and SLEPT cos we were soso early :D OH and on the way back we were on the bridge and that jocelyn said something BAD then nicolette was like SHHH and this ten month old cutie in her mom's arms put her finger to her lips and looked at us very pointedly. HURHUR. yeah then while waiting for the afternoon's competitors to warm up yvonne and i were camwhoring haha and yvonne started taking pictures of ugly people |: haha poor ugly people, i shall post all the pictures we took after the finals (: OR maybe after our celebration dinner. heehee. yesssss okay that's all that happened today, cos it's SO boring there. haha. i saw BOON yesterday haha, haven't seen her for a LONGLONG time. and she thought i'm still in dance! like wth NO. OH and relay AHHH CHIA I'M SO SORRYYYYYYYYY! yeah i think that was all my fault ): AND vonvon found something that like said YVONNE LOVES ME! -COACH LEONARD in his notebook HAHAHA. and janjan drew nice stuff on my arm (: haha yeah going for dramafest later and vonvon insists on having a flower so MAFAN, but i shall get some for her since she got one for me last time (:

OH AND PRIS'S MOM THINKS I'M VAIN TOO HIAO LIKE WTH. WHO HAD VANITY SHOTS TAKEN HMMMMMM?
and i wonder what she knows about her daughter.

BOOOOOO ):

I AM PISSED.
I AM VERYVERY PISSED. WITH MYSELF.

I FCKING DEPROVED BY TWO SECONDS.
TWO SECONDS WHEN I'M ALREADY SO SLOW. URGH. HOW PISSING.

sigh okay free tomorrow, my chance to prove myself that i can do BETTER. urgh. HRMM. saw elan there. URGH THAT GIRL IS SO FRICKIN FAST I DON'T LIKE HER. hurhur. yes and yvonne's grafitti is BAD LUCK. she scribbled on my arm and i did so BAD. haha hmm tomorrow i shall tell janjan to do HER grafitti on my arm (: okay ANYWAY chia got into finals for BOTH her events :D AND she was in my heat hurhur. and i've realised why she doesn't like people talking to her just before the event. COS IT'S DAMN ANNOYING TO HAVE SOMEONE JABBERING IN YOUR EAR WHEN YOU'RE TRYING TO FOCUS :| yeah the girl between me and chia was talking SO loud to one of her friends who wasn't taking part, from zhenghua sec? OMG SO ANNOYING. some shit about missing church last week and they were getting so excited about it. ACK LIKE NO ONE CARES WHETHER YOU MISSED CHURCH OR NOT LAST WEEK JUST SHUT UP! oh my goodness. hmmm AND I KNOW WHAT ****** LOOKS LIKE NOW (: AND OMG ISABELLE NG IS ON HER SCH SWIMTEAM! i saw her and i was like wth that looks like isabelle ng but nah it can't be but AH IT WAS! hahaha. HMMM. yeah hmm. i think nationals are really intimidating for sloooooow people like me. haha yeah everyone's just FLYING past. not going to school tomorrow HURHUR (: OH YES and me and vonvon agree that sc girls are the most camwhoring (: hurhur, which includes us, like taking pictures while we were walking. HAHA, i was so scared i'd fall into the pool (:

OH and apparently chelsea's mom thinks i'm like really vain or whatever. HAHA. however, i, unlike her daughter, HAVEN'T done anything permanently damaging to my hair, nor do i own fifteen million clothes which her nicenice friend likes to borrow :D HAHA I LOVE YOUUUU CHELSEA<3 haha even thought she's like bloody unsupportive lah. HAHA. okay i MUST stop now, i shall sleep ultra early today (:

JUNIORS :D

MMMPH. went to nic's house for the maths carnival thing. AGAIN. i think i've been there like a gajillion times already. but then we logged into nicole's messenger account and some unknown person said hi? HAHA. hurhur and juliette and i insisted on talking for nicole (:

ngcixuan@hotmail.com says:
hello

N I C O L E <3 says:
who are you?

ngcixuan@hotmail.com says:
i'm cixuan

ngcixuan@hotmail.com says:
u student?

N I C O L E <3 says:
yeah i can see that you're cixuan

N I C O L E <3 says:
HELL NO I'M AN OLD OLD FOGEY

ngcixuan@hotmail.com says:
how old

N I C O L E <3 says:
too old for you

ngcixuan@hotmail.com says:
how old

ngcixuan@hotmail.com says:
over 20

N I C O L E <3 says:
wanna meet me?

ngcixuan@hotmail.com says:
no

N I C O L E <3 says:
WHY NOT?

N I C O L E <3 says:
i'm quite sexy you know

N I C O L E <3 says:
for my age

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:
im not a boy

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired just sent you a Nudge!

N I C O L E <3 says:
im a boy lah
{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:
but a girl name

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired just sent you a Nudge!

N I C O L E <3 says:
no i like nicole richie

N I C O L E <3 says:
can't you see the heart after it?

N I C O L E <3 says:
I <3 NICOLE RICHIE!

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:
there is no heart

N I C O L E <3 says:
<3

N I C O L E <3 says:
<3

N I C O L E <3 says:
YOU DON'T KNOW THAT THAT'S A HEART?

N I C O L E <3 says:
HOW OLD ARE YOU?!

N I C O L E <3 says:
OHMYGOODNESS

N I C O L E <3 says:
SO JUVENILE!

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:
dun tell u

N I C O L E <3 says:
THEN WHY THE HELL SHOULD I TELL YOU IF I'M A STUDENT OR NOT?

N I C O L E <3 says:
anyway

N I C O L E <3 says:
class 4/3?

N I C O L E <3 says:
means you're in sec 4

N I C O L E <3 says:
EITHER THAT OR PR4

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:
dun tell u

N I C O L E <3 says:
UR SO LAME

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:
i dun care

N I C O L E <3 says:
okay whatever

N I C O L E <3 says:
like i care

N I C O L E <3 says:
who started the conversation anyway HMMM?

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:
but i must go now

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:

N I C O L E <3 says:
GAWD LIKE I WANNA TALK TO YOU

{Ci Xuan} Ming Teck--cc..class 4/3 noes tat...AIYO,holidaes over,so bad lor {cannot sleep late} so tired says:
[follows with a series of waving emoticons holding up bye signs :| ]

***

oh my goodness yeah so if anyone wants to talk to this person, the email's there for you haha. annoying person kept sending nudges! haha yeah you can tell WE were being very juvenile, but i think we managed to complete quite a lot, then on the way there we were talking about * and saying that the other groups managed to finish so fast cos they were EFFICIENT, so everytime we got side-tracked juliette would say, UH-OH, WE'RE NOT BEING EFFICIENT ANYMORE!" hurhurhur. OH AND MRS CHIA'S LAPTOP HAS A PROBLEM. i bet it's cos she doesn't remove the thumbdrive properly, and i think she killed nic's thumbdrive. hohum yeah that's it then went for synchro and i think i'm staying with the juniors :D i think i'm too noisy and disruptive for the seniors hurhur. AAAND ELISABETH'S APPLYING FOR DSA TO SC :D hurhur okay i shall go sleep early for tomorrow then (:

LYCHEEMAN!

i peeled my lychees so prettily today (: so...

FIVE THINGS TO DO WITH YOUR LYCHEE SHELLS

ONE; BUILD A LYCHEE TOWER OR PYRAMID!


TWO; MAKE LYCHEE SMILIES (:

THREE; TRY BALANCING LYCHEE SHELL HALVES ON YOUR FINGERTIPS
(IT'S NOT EASY)

FOUR; PRETEND TO BE LYCHEE CLOWNS!

FIVE; MAKE A LYCHEE MAN!

AND LOOK!

hurhur, choir today was NORMAL (: learnt two new songs, AND i don't know if i should go for training tomorrow, cos most people aren't going the day before their events? i don't know, but i suppose i shall anyway. BUT i have to go to nicole's house for the maths carnival thing cos we have ANOTHER CHANCE :D hurhurhur. hmm after choir had to find my own means of transport home and it came in the lovely form of CHARLOTTE<3 hurhur yeah and we were talking about * the WHOLE way haha. okay my exciting life story for today ends here :D OH, if you were wondering, i DON'T eat lychees in the toilet, and lychee man's hands and eyes were made of oralb sensitive toothpaste with fluoride (:

lychee shells give off a pleasant smell when dried :D

MY PRETTY LYCHEE SHELLS!

THE SPITTER

OMGS TODAY'S TRAINING WAS SOSOSO SLACK :D I LIKEEEEEEEE :D

we barely even swam lah, i'm gonna die for heats but nevermind (: we barely swam at all, like three by two hundred for warm up (warm up for WHAT?) then some turns. i think we were supposed to do like four by hundred but i only ended up doing like hundred? HAHA. my plunging has gone to pieces ): ANYWAY he dismissed us so super early and yvonne and chia rushed off to go out or whatever and then rachel rushed off ALREADY dressed, reminding me of my non-existent social life ):

yeah then me, janjan, sarah,daphne and carrie stayed behind talking for like dunno how long to coach leonard about some shit and asked him stupid questions (: THEN daphne asked why he always wore a cap and i whispered to carrie COS HE HAS A BALD PATCH. and carrie shrieked OH I KNOW YOU HAVE A BALD PATCH! ooh carrie so smart.

haha then we told him that the debaters thought he was hot :D haha yeah then we all walked out and they were all trying to knock off his cap to see the bald patch then daphne had to stop to look at the waterpolo poster. HAHA. then she started asking very insistently if they were oiled. HAHAHA SHE'S DAMN FUNNY (:

OH and coach leonard started telling about his stupid pre-swimming ritual. HE SPITS IN HIS COMPETITORS' LANES. LIKE ALOT. he fills his mouth with water from the pool or something like that then POOI. he claims it "throws them off". HAHA. like if you're psyching yourself up then someone comes and spits in your lane then you'll be scared or something? HAHA something stupid like that. HAHA. yeah and every swimmer is supposed to have some known ritual? so he's THE SPITTER. HAHA. okay heats on thursday; MUST FALL SICK AGAIN BY THEN.

(:

okay i've found my fbts :D and i'm leaving marks all over the keyboard now, hurhur, from reading FOUR sections of the sunday times :D haha, no i don't read the classified ads, i forgot to read the newspapers last sunday, so i read them all today, cos i don't like missing the sunday times (:

haha okay anyway went to united square for dinner last night after picking didi and nadine up from hua and saw this family, parents and a son. the father was wearing a brazil shirt and the mom wearing france. so what was the son wearing, germany?

NO.

he was wearing a BLINK 182 SHIRT.

i'd like to point out that the son wasn't like fifteen or whatever, he was probably four years old? HAHA. i don't know, i just find this kinda thing funny (:

HMM. okay well i didn't talk about what happened on friday when miss chia came in for ce (: HAHA. she spent about ten minutes trying to figure out what we were supposed to do, before finally starting on family values. THEN she told us this story about how she wasn't close to her parents in sec one, like spilling her guts to us and we didn't seem like we were listening and she was like, "i'm baring my soul to you all you know, aren't you listening?" HAHAHA, yeah so we listened properly then when she finished we were all super quiet, like letting everything sink in, and what happens?

"EW!"

that was chloe, swatting something that landed on her or something. mmph. she has a way of doing that kinda thing, like "ruining the special moment," what miss chia said (: HAHAHA. then during hua yesterday hwee ting kept talking about miss chia and asking me all these stupid questions, ADMITTING that she's totally obsessed about miss chia. HAHA. anyway we had a party and stuff for her, quite a bad party (sorry, sam) cos all we had was a bag of chips and a few packs of GOOD cookies since no one else knew she was planning a party, and all the rewards from miss tan that sam had hoarded from when we won the clasp award were stale ): WE HAVE SO MUCH MONEY IN THE CLASS FUND, CAN WE PLEASE SPEND IT? actually i don't really need to complain, seeing as i'm not exactly the one holding on to the money (: joysie does, cos i'm too irresponsible. HAHA.

OH, and papa's back from amsterdam or wherever he went haha (: